I didn't like it the first time.
I liked it more the second time around, but that wasn't the only difference.
Ang Lee was there. In the auditorium. In front of me.
I like movies that make me think. I like movies that let me think. Ang Lee's movies do both.
During the Q & A after the movie, as I watched and listened to Ang Lee up on stage, I saw myself up there. I was comfortable, funny, engaging, and more importantly, I was a movie director.
That's my lust.